Cus I’m done with my shift. :) #murse #leggohome #nurse

Cus I’m done with my shift. :) #murse #leggohome #nurse

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reblog and make a wish!this was removed from tumbrl due to “violating one or more of Tumblr’s Community Guidelines”, but since my wish came true the first time, I’m putting it back. :)

OH MY FUCKING GOD, IT’S BACK ON MY DASH.
THIS SHIT WORKS OKAY, I AM DEAD SERIOUS.
The last time I saw this on my dash, I didn’t think it would happen, so jokingly I wished I could go to a fun. concert.
AND GUESS WHAT, I WENT TO A FUCKING FUN. CONCERT.
THIS SHIT WORKS, TRY IT.

YOOOOOOO
I SAW THIS ON MY DASH THE OTHER DAY AND THOUGHT “ITS WORTH A TRY” SO I WISHED I COULD GET A 3DS
LITERALLY LIKE 4 DAYS LATER MY DAD SENT ME A PICTURE OF THE 3DS XL HE BOUGHT FOR ME WHILE I WAS AT SCHOOL
IM STILL FREAKING OUT ABOUT THIS

holy fuck, I didn’t expect this to work, I was like psh, whatever it’s just a quick reblog, but I wished my Dad would actually respond back to me AND HE FUCKING DID A FEW DAYS LATER, I GOT A FUCKING TEXT FROM MY DAD TODAY WHO HASN’T SPOKEN OR RESPONDED TO ME IN MONTHS HOLY FUCK WHAT IS THIS MAGIC IT WORKS. 

I WANTED TO SEE MY BOYFRIEND AND I DIDN’T THINK I’D GET DAYS OFF BUT THIS WEEKEND I’M HEADING UP THERE??? THIS IS CRAZY SHIT 

SO LIKE I JOKINGLY WISHED FOR MY OWN LEN KAGAMINE AND THEN LIKE A WEEK LATER I GOT A LEN NENDOROID??? H ELP

WTF OKAY SO THIS SHOT ACTUALLY WORKS BECAUSE WHEN I WISHED, I HAD WISHED MY CRUSH WOULD LIKE ME BACK AND GUESS WHAT? I HAVE A BOYFRIEND NOW. WHAT THE HELLLLL?????

ok I’ve said this before but IM DOING IT AGAIN THE FIRST TIME I SAW THIS, MY WISH DID COME TRUE SO I REBLOGED AGAIN AND SAID IT IN THE TAGS BUT THEN I WISHED FOR SMTH ELSE AND IT LITERALLY LITERALLY HAPPENED LIKE A COUPLE DAYS LATER WHAT THE HELL SO NOW IM WRITING THIS HERE FOR YOU BC I DONT BELIEVE IN THIS CRAP BUT STILL IT’S AN AWFULLY BIG COINCIDENCE

THE BOY I FELL I LOVE WITH LEFT TO TRAVEL THE OTHER SIDE OF THE WORLD AND HAS BEEN GONE NOW FOR 3 MONTHS. WE HAVENT SPOKEN SINCE BECAUSE I DIDNT WANT TO MAKE HIM FEEL TRAPPED TO ME AND NOT ENJOY HIS TIME SO I WAITED FOR HIM TO CONTACT ME FIRST. I SAW THIS ON A PARTICULARLY LOW DAY WHEN I WAS MISSING HIM SO MUCH I CRIED FROM THE PAIN, GUYS I REALLY LOVE HIM, SO I THOUGHT MEH WHAT THE FUCK, AND WISHED HE WOULD JUST LET ME KNOW HE WAS OKAY.
GUYS.
HE FUCKING CALLED ME 20 MINUTES LATER
20 FUCKNG. MINUTES. LATER.
GOOD THINGS DO HAPPEN. AND ITS IN THIS POST.

I wish for someone to leave something in my ask.

OKAY SO I ASKED FOR A HEDGEHOG AND NOW GUESS WHO HAS A PET HEDGEHOG

*closes eyes and makes a wish*

Reblogging this again because the last time I did it, my wish came true. :))

IDK if it’s just a coincidence or what but my wish came true. FUCKIN UH-MAZING! I reblogged this in my other blog so better be rebloggin it again. Deym! I aint jokin doe.

Going to reblog this again. Hoping that i’ll make it. :) #hoping

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reblog and make a wish!


this was removed from tumbrl due to “violating one or more of Tumblr’s Community Guidelines”, but since my wish came true the first time, I’m putting it back. :)

OH MY FUCKING GOD, IT’S BACK ON MY DASH.

THIS SHIT WORKS OKAY, I AM DEAD SERIOUS.

The last time I saw this on my dash, I didn’t think it would happen, so jokingly I wished I could go to a fun. concert.

AND GUESS WHAT, I WENT TO A FUCKING FUN. CONCERT.

THIS SHIT WORKS, TRY IT.

YOOOOOOO

I SAW THIS ON MY DASH THE OTHER DAY AND THOUGHT “ITS WORTH A TRY” SO I WISHED I COULD GET A 3DS

LITERALLY LIKE 4 DAYS LATER MY DAD SENT ME A PICTURE OF THE 3DS XL HE BOUGHT FOR ME WHILE I WAS AT SCHOOL

IM STILL FREAKING OUT ABOUT THIS

holy fuck, I didn’t expect this to work, I was like psh, whatever it’s just a quick reblog, but I wished my Dad would actually respond back to me AND HE FUCKING DID A FEW DAYS LATER, I GOT A FUCKING TEXT FROM MY DAD TODAY WHO HASN’T SPOKEN OR RESPONDED TO ME IN MONTHS HOLY FUCK WHAT IS THIS MAGIC IT WORKS. 

I WANTED TO SEE MY BOYFRIEND AND I DIDN’T THINK I’D GET DAYS OFF BUT THIS WEEKEND I’M HEADING UP THERE??? THIS IS CRAZY SHIT 

SO LIKE I JOKINGLY WISHED FOR MY OWN LEN KAGAMINE AND THEN LIKE A WEEK LATER I GOT A LEN NENDOROID??? H ELP

WTF OKAY SO THIS SHOT ACTUALLY WORKS BECAUSE WHEN I WISHED, I HAD WISHED MY CRUSH WOULD LIKE ME BACK AND GUESS WHAT? I HAVE A BOYFRIEND NOW. WHAT THE HELLLLL?????

ok I’ve said this before but IM DOING IT AGAIN THE FIRST TIME I SAW THIS, MY WISH DID COME TRUE SO I REBLOGED AGAIN AND SAID IT IN THE TAGS BUT THEN I WISHED FOR SMTH ELSE AND IT LITERALLY LITERALLY HAPPENED LIKE A COUPLE DAYS LATER WHAT THE HELL SO NOW IM WRITING THIS HERE FOR YOU BC I DONT BELIEVE IN THIS CRAP BUT STILL IT’S AN AWFULLY BIG COINCIDENCE

THE BOY I FELL I LOVE WITH LEFT TO TRAVEL THE OTHER SIDE OF THE WORLD AND HAS BEEN GONE NOW FOR 3 MONTHS. WE HAVENT SPOKEN SINCE BECAUSE I DIDNT WANT TO MAKE HIM FEEL TRAPPED TO ME AND NOT ENJOY HIS TIME SO I WAITED FOR HIM TO CONTACT ME FIRST. I SAW THIS ON A PARTICULARLY LOW DAY WHEN I WAS MISSING HIM SO MUCH I CRIED FROM THE PAIN, GUYS I REALLY LOVE HIM, SO I THOUGHT MEH WHAT THE FUCK, AND WISHED HE WOULD JUST LET ME KNOW HE WAS OKAY.

GUYS.

HE FUCKING CALLED ME 20 MINUTES LATER

20 FUCKNG. MINUTES. LATER.

GOOD THINGS DO HAPPEN. AND ITS IN THIS POST.

I wish for someone to leave something in my ask.

OKAY SO I ASKED FOR A HEDGEHOG AND NOW GUESS WHO HAS A PET HEDGEHOG

*closes eyes and makes a wish*

Reblogging this again because the last time I did it, my wish came true. :))

IDK if it’s just a coincidence or what but my wish came true. FUCKIN UH-MAZING! I reblogged this in my other blog so better be rebloggin it again. Deym! I aint jokin doe.

Going to reblog this again. Hoping that i’ll make it. :) #hoping

Reblogged from Ragged Edge

Got no shit to tell you but I’m gettin’ jelous doe. It’s hard to find the right words and tell you straight up. Wish it could be as easy as sayin’ “Hi…” Didn’t notice you at first, but when somebody tries to win your heart, it hit me through. Now, I find it awkward to see you and smile back at you when at the back of my mind, I’m starting to love you. You are the prettiest girl I’ve ever known. Now, should find the courage to embrace you not by my hands but by my heart.

#chargenurse

It’s been almost a month since I started working as a charge nurse. Neither do I know that it’s goin to be that tough; when I say tough, it’s exceeded my expectations of the word “tough”. Imagine? I haven’t had any meal while at work and  even got no time to drink nor go to the restroom for bladder break. I feel like I’m gettin sick as well. I’ve been pushing myself too much and I know that. But I just can’t imagine myself doing medication pass only in my whole 8 hours shift and no care to be rendered to my patients. So I sacrificed my break time just to do all the things I needed to do. In my first week, I stayed for more than 8 hours at work because even though I finished my med pass, still I got stuck in my charting. I got 30 patients only but all of them have special needs. Some are diabetics, some are bedridden , some are at risk of having seizure, some are at risk for elopement and some have schizophrenia and other psychiatric disorders. So dealing with these kinds of patients is real hard for me especially, I am just a newbie.

I haven’t been this tired lately. I’ve always been a lively person who exudes a positive and bubby attitude all the time, but in my new job? Hell no! Though after 3 weeks of hell, I started to get faster and faster in my job and I can finish my charting within 1 - 2 hours after my shift which unlike before, I used to stay for 12hours or so. LOL

I did double shift 2 days ago and it was damn tiring. I never imagined myself doing that and I couldn’t figure out where I pulled off that strength just to do 16 hours of work. Well, this is life, you need to undergo certain problems and challenges before you succeed. I love what I do and I do what I love. But the thing is, it’s an everyday challenge and each day is like a new hell of a ride. :)

The badass nurses on duty! :) (at Pine Ridge Care Center)

The badass nurses on duty! :) (at Pine Ridge Care Center)

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I know I am just a newbie but I just don’t like what I see at work. In nursing school, I was taught of the right way in performing nursing procedures such as medication administration, iv insertion and care, inserting a foley catheter, NGT feeding, checking of blood glucose, etc.  and NEVER EVER do it the wrong way just to make your work easier and faster.

I don’t consider my profession as a ticket in becoming rich. I chose to be a nurse because I love dealing with people and give the care that they really deserve. They may have physical, emotional or psychiatric disorders, still they are humans that we need to treat in same level or even more than that of how we treat ourselves.

Graduating from nursing school and getting your license isn’t the end of doing what is right and what is best. I know we did our best in order to pass the NCLEX but why are you doing things the wrong way? Why aren’t you assessing the patients in order to get their respective vital signs? Why are you faking it? Why? Just because you are busy? That is not a valid excuse. It just shows how pathetic and dishonest nurse you are.

I am sorry but my ideals as a nurse isn’t as lame as you. I want to be honest and fair to the patients at all times. I may not be as good as you and not have much of  experience that you have, still, I know what is right and what is best for my clients. Well at least, this is the only thing I have that you don’t. I am not mad at you but at least be fair and honest.

I am frustrated and drained everyday. They should teach me the workflow in our area but they don’t want to. I felt like I don’t belong there. Thanks to my other senior nurse who really helped me and explained me everything. He was a CNA before he got his RN license. He told me that when he himself started working in our facility, his senior nurse that time never taught him the things to do as well. He just figured everything out by himself. He had a hard time to. But he promised to himself that when there will come a time that they’ll have a new nurse on the floor, he will teach everything, step by step and I am so thankful that he is there.

I’ll be working tomorrow, so merry chrsitmas to me. This will be the saddest christmas of me. Work till you drop.

:(

Anonymous said: Kuya jai jai jai jai jaiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii.

Who are you? Where did you come from? LMAO

I am scared and sad at the same time. I didn’t realize that things would be a big mess and all I could get was just a full load of shit. I felt like destiny’s been playing on me like a tiny little ball and I hate it.

I want to scream at the top of my lungs and breathe this disappointment out. Tears will surely fall but I know I’m gonna be alright. I hope.

"How can I be sensitive when you always do things that make me feel numb? I thought life is fair but it wasn’t and is never gonna be. Those people who say that life is fair are pretentious and equate "fair-ness" to things that are superficial. Life is a challenge of striving to be happy and not a chair that you need to sit on to play the waiting game. Now, can you blame me? I hope not. Because you don’t understand how I feel. If there’s one thing that keeps me holding on, it is love for myself. For no self can be a traitor but others can."

theworldinwhichwelivein:

I wanna raise a child, I wanna raise a child. Won’t you raise a child with me?

I am addicted. Oh kimbra, why do you have to be so damn good? Feels like my soul’s gettin’ an orgasm. 

Reblogged from Escapism
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reblog and make a wish!this was removed from tumbrl due to “violating one or more of Tumblr’s Community Guidelines”, but since my wish came true the first time, I’m putting it back. :)

OH MY FUCKING GOD, IT’S BACK ON MY DASH.
THIS SHIT WORKS OKAY, I AM DEAD SERIOUS.
The last time I saw this on my dash, I didn’t think it would happen, so jokingly I wished I could go to a fun. concert.
AND GUESS WHAT, I WENT TO A FUCKING FUN. CONCERT.
THIS SHIT WORKS, TRY IT.

YOOOOOOO
I SAW THIS ON MY DASH THE OTHER DAY AND THOUGHT “ITS WORTH A TRY” SO I WISHED I COULD GET A 3DS
LITERALLY LIKE 4 DAYS LATER MY DAD SENT ME A PICTURE OF THE 3DS XL HE BOUGHT FOR ME WHILE I WAS AT SCHOOL
IM STILL FREAKING OUT ABOUT THIS

holy fuck, I didn’t expect this to work, I was like psh, whatever it’s just a quick reblog, but I wished my Dad would actually respond back to me AND HE FUCKING DID A FEW DAYS LATER, I GOT A FUCKING TEXT FROM MY DAD TODAY WHO HASN’T SPOKEN OR RESPONDED TO ME IN MONTHS HOLY FUCK WHAT IS THIS MAGIC IT WORKS. 

I WANTED TO SEE MY BOYFRIEND AND I DIDN’T THINK I’D GET DAYS OFF BUT THIS WEEKEND I’M HEADING UP THERE??? THIS IS CRAZY SHIT 

SO LIKE I JOKINGLY WISHED FOR MY OWN LEN KAGAMINE AND THEN LIKE A WEEK LATER I GOT A LEN NENDOROID??? H ELP

WTF OKAY SO THIS SHOT ACTUALLY WORKS BECAUSE WHEN I WISHED, I HAD WISHED MY CRUSH WOULD LIKE ME BACK AND GUESS WHAT? I HAVE A BOYFRIEND NOW. WHAT THE HELLLLL?????

ok I’ve said this before but IM DOING IT AGAIN THE FIRST TIME I SAW THIS, MY WISH DID COME TRUE SO I REBLOGED AGAIN AND SAID IT IN THE TAGS BUT THEN I WISHED FOR SMTH ELSE AND IT LITERALLY LITERALLY HAPPENED LIKE A COUPLE DAYS LATER WHAT THE HELL SO NOW IM WRITING THIS HERE FOR YOU BC I DONT BELIEVE IN THIS CRAP BUT STILL IT’S AN AWFULLY BIG COINCIDENCE

THE BOY I FELL I LOVE WITH LEFT TO TRAVEL THE OTHER SIDE OF THE WORLD AND HAS BEEN GONE NOW FOR 3 MONTHS. WE HAVENT SPOKEN SINCE BECAUSE I DIDNT WANT TO MAKE HIM FEEL TRAPPED TO ME AND NOT ENJOY HIS TIME SO I WAITED FOR HIM TO CONTACT ME FIRST. I SAW THIS ON A PARTICULARLY LOW DAY WHEN I WAS MISSING HIM SO MUCH I CRIED FROM THE PAIN, GUYS I REALLY LOVE HIM, SO I THOUGHT MEH WHAT THE FUCK, AND WISHED HE WOULD JUST LET ME KNOW HE WAS OKAY.
GUYS.
HE FUCKING CALLED ME 20 MINUTES LATER
20 FUCKNG. MINUTES. LATER.
GOOD THINGS DO HAPPEN. AND ITS IN THIS POST.

I wish for someone to leave something in my ask.

OKAY SO I ASKED FOR A HEDGEHOG AND NOW GUESS WHO HAS A PET HEDGEHOG

*closes eyes and makes a wish*

Reblogging this again because the last time I did it, my wish came true. :))

IDK if it’s just a coincidence or what but my wish came true. FUCKIN UH-MAZING! I reblogged this in my other blog so better be rebloggin it again. Deym! I aint jokin doe.

plarar:

stunnur:

crotchkat-vantass:

juststrokemyglabella:

2spookysamy:

highonvodka:

themixedbagofspooky:

spoopy-len-in-a-dress:

riningear:

doryishness:

displaced-angel:

ryedragon:

inritum:

reblog and make a wish!


this was removed from tumbrl due to “violating one or more of Tumblr’s Community Guidelines”, but since my wish came true the first time, I’m putting it back. :)

OH MY FUCKING GOD, IT’S BACK ON MY DASH.

THIS SHIT WORKS OKAY, I AM DEAD SERIOUS.

The last time I saw this on my dash, I didn’t think it would happen, so jokingly I wished I could go to a fun. concert.

AND GUESS WHAT, I WENT TO A FUCKING FUN. CONCERT.

THIS SHIT WORKS, TRY IT.

YOOOOOOO

I SAW THIS ON MY DASH THE OTHER DAY AND THOUGHT “ITS WORTH A TRY” SO I WISHED I COULD GET A 3DS

LITERALLY LIKE 4 DAYS LATER MY DAD SENT ME A PICTURE OF THE 3DS XL HE BOUGHT FOR ME WHILE I WAS AT SCHOOL

IM STILL FREAKING OUT ABOUT THIS

holy fuck, I didn’t expect this to work, I was like psh, whatever it’s just a quick reblog, but I wished my Dad would actually respond back to me AND HE FUCKING DID A FEW DAYS LATER, I GOT A FUCKING TEXT FROM MY DAD TODAY WHO HASN’T SPOKEN OR RESPONDED TO ME IN MONTHS HOLY FUCK WHAT IS THIS MAGIC IT WORKS. 

I WANTED TO SEE MY BOYFRIEND AND I DIDN’T THINK I’D GET DAYS OFF BUT THIS WEEKEND I’M HEADING UP THERE??? THIS IS CRAZY SHIT 

SO LIKE I JOKINGLY WISHED FOR MY OWN LEN KAGAMINE AND THEN LIKE A WEEK LATER I GOT A LEN NENDOROID??? H ELP

WTF OKAY SO THIS SHOT ACTUALLY WORKS BECAUSE WHEN I WISHED, I HAD WISHED MY CRUSH WOULD LIKE ME BACK AND GUESS WHAT? I HAVE A BOYFRIEND NOW. WHAT THE HELLLLL?????

ok I’ve said this before but IM DOING IT AGAIN THE FIRST TIME I SAW THIS, MY WISH DID COME TRUE SO I REBLOGED AGAIN AND SAID IT IN THE TAGS BUT THEN I WISHED FOR SMTH ELSE AND IT LITERALLY LITERALLY HAPPENED LIKE A COUPLE DAYS LATER WHAT THE HELL SO NOW IM WRITING THIS HERE FOR YOU BC I DONT BELIEVE IN THIS CRAP BUT STILL IT’S AN AWFULLY BIG COINCIDENCE

THE BOY I FELL I LOVE WITH LEFT TO TRAVEL THE OTHER SIDE OF THE WORLD AND HAS BEEN GONE NOW FOR 3 MONTHS. WE HAVENT SPOKEN SINCE BECAUSE I DIDNT WANT TO MAKE HIM FEEL TRAPPED TO ME AND NOT ENJOY HIS TIME SO I WAITED FOR HIM TO CONTACT ME FIRST. I SAW THIS ON A PARTICULARLY LOW DAY WHEN I WAS MISSING HIM SO MUCH I CRIED FROM THE PAIN, GUYS I REALLY LOVE HIM, SO I THOUGHT MEH WHAT THE FUCK, AND WISHED HE WOULD JUST LET ME KNOW HE WAS OKAY.

GUYS.

HE FUCKING CALLED ME 20 MINUTES LATER

20 FUCKNG. MINUTES. LATER.

GOOD THINGS DO HAPPEN. AND ITS IN THIS POST.

I wish for someone to leave something in my ask.

OKAY SO I ASKED FOR A HEDGEHOG AND NOW GUESS WHO HAS A PET HEDGEHOG

*closes eyes and makes a wish*

Reblogging this again because the last time I did it, my wish came true. :))

IDK if it’s just a coincidence or what but my wish came true. FUCKIN UH-MAZING! I reblogged this in my other blog so better be rebloggin it again. Deym! I aint jokin doe.

Reblogged from cataclysmic lover.

100% luck?

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Supposedly I should be writing about this yesterday but since I was still overwhelmed by the things that happened, I couldn’t find the right words to express it.

So yesterday, my friend texted me after I got out from work and said “Do you need another job? If yes, bring your resume, pack your things and get out and drive now! See you later”.

I was hesitant to go because I came from a NOC shift then I suddenly took all the necessary documents then poof! I got in my car. I just thought that it’s ok to try and this might be the break that I’ve been waiting for a very long time.

As soon as I got there in San Rafael, which is 40 min away from home, I went to the frontdesk and asked for an application. I filled it out then went to the DON’s office to hand it in person. When I was about to leave, the DON called me and said “Hey where you goin? I’m going to interview you.” I was like “What? Me? Now?”. Then I was in deep shock cause I didn’t know I was going to be interviewed on the spot. So I went back to her office, sat on a chair beside her desk and started asking me things like “How can you be an asset of our company?”. More questions were thrown on me. I was hella nervous.

She asked me about nursing concepts and told me to explain the Nursing process. I just answered all her questions with a big smile on my face. She offered me full time work and one thing she made sure was my loyalty. I said that when it comes to my job and to myself as well, I always exhibit that honesty and loyalty that I was taught since I was a kid. Then at the end of the interview, she said the magic word “YOU ARE HIRED”.

I was still amazed until now that it all happened in one day ‘cause it was so surreal and unexpected. As I write this,  I hope I’m not gonna be late since the DON told me to go there today at 2pm to attend the in-service and to be familiarized with the patients and the facility itself. So, today’s gon be an exciting day for me. :)

Christmas vibe is really here. 
I remember that time when I woke up one christmas morning, 12 years ago to be exact, I hurriedly ran towards the window to look after my gifts. I was really happy to see piles of presents placed on the floor since it can’t fit inside my teeny tiny red christmas sock. Within an instant, I ripped the gold and silver giftwrap off and to my surprise, I got my best christmas gift ever. I got colorful pens and papers, a huge blue toy truck which what I wished for and an amazing flashing toy gun. When I opened my toys from its boxes, a receipt fell. The receipt said “Toys R Us”. Then I thought, “I knew it, Santa’s real and living inside Toys R Us like what my classmates tell me”.
Never did it cross my mind that Santa Claus is real. Since then, I became a Santa believer ‘cause I remember me and my brother always fight because he always told me that Santa wasn’t real and it’s just purely from someone else’s imagination that makes children’s christmas more fun and exciting. But I never listened to my brother. I believed that he is real. I promised to myself that I will write my christmas wishes, put it inside my tiny christmas sock, and place it in the window every year. So I did. 
The next year, I couldn’t explain how excited I was when I woke up that christmas morning. To my surprise, I didn’t receive any gifts. Nor any reply letter from Santa. I was really sad. My world fell apart. But then, my mom came to me and said “My son, christmas isn’t always about receiving material gifts. It’s not just all about toy cars, toy guns, lego and others. The mere fact that you are still alive, breathing and being loved by your parents and siblings, that, that is a gift more precious than recieving toys. I love you and Merry christmas my son!”
"And oh, I’m sorry I forgot to take the receipt out of your present last year. *laughs" 
"Nooooooo!", I shouted. 
Since then on, I changed. I never looked on getting material things anymore instead, I realized the value of life. I learned to value those things that I already have like my family, friends and loved ones that I couldn’t even ask for more. The thing is, as long as they are happy, I’m gonna be happy too, and that’s what matters most.

Christmas vibe is really here.

I remember that time when I woke up one christmas morning, 12 years ago to be exact, I hurriedly ran towards the window to look after my gifts. I was really happy to see piles of presents placed on the floor since it can’t fit inside my teeny tiny red christmas sock. Within an instant, I ripped the gold and silver giftwrap off and to my surprise, I got my best christmas gift ever. I got colorful pens and papers, a huge blue toy truck which what I wished for and an amazing flashing toy gun. When I opened my toys from its boxes, a receipt fell. The receipt said “Toys R Us”. Then I thought, “I knew it, Santa’s real and living inside Toys R Us like what my classmates tell me”.

Never did it cross my mind that Santa Claus is real. Since then, I became a Santa believer ‘cause I remember me and my brother always fight because he always told me that Santa wasn’t real and it’s just purely from someone else’s imagination that makes children’s christmas more fun and exciting. But I never listened to my brother. I believed that he is real. I promised to myself that I will write my christmas wishes, put it inside my tiny christmas sock, and place it in the window every year. So I did.

The next year, I couldn’t explain how excited I was when I woke up that christmas morning. To my surprise, I didn’t receive any gifts. Nor any reply letter from Santa. I was really sad. My world fell apart. But then, my mom came to me and said “My son, christmas isn’t always about receiving material gifts. It’s not just all about toy cars, toy guns, lego and others. The mere fact that you are still alive, breathing and being loved by your parents and siblings, that, that is a gift more precious than recieving toys. I love you and Merry christmas my son!”

"And oh, I’m sorry I forgot to take the receipt out of your present last year. *laughs"

"Nooooooo!", I shouted.

Since then on, I changed. I never looked on getting material things anymore instead, I realized the value of life. I learned to value those things that I already have like my family, friends and loved ones that I couldn’t even ask for more. The thing is, as long as they are happy, I’m gonna be happy too, and that’s what matters most.

To the Filipino politicians who are taking advantage of the calamity that happened: FUCK Y’ALL!

I am disgusted by the shitty ass idiocy that you are guys doin. You are the epitome of certified genuine assholes.

Those dumbass faces who only want to do is to get some popularity, get a higher seat in the government, and soon take home Filipino people’s money. Or should I say steal the people’s money? You guys are bunch of frauds, useless, liars, and penny-faced living organisms. So fuck you.

You are the leeches of the society, sucking for the money and wealth of the country to use for your own fucking shit. I couldn’t imagine how thick your faces could be or how did your conscience disappear? Maybe your souls together with your conscience couldn’t take it any longer too.

Again, I am disgusted. Now, the world knows what you guys are getting busy with. They now look at the Philippines as a cocoon/ breeding ground for future greedy, selfish and money-devout politicians.

And that son of a bitch who tried to calm the shit out my fellow Filipinos and said “we aren’t prepared to be honest” well in fact he said few days before the devastating typhoon that we are ready and the Philippine military’s all set to whatever may happen, so what now?  You are just staring at all instead of helping them from Haiyan’s aftermath. Your jaundice-filled administration is as dumb as you are. I know it’s hard to lead a nation alone but dang, this is a disaster, we have a lot of military troops who can be of big help but where are they though? Can you just get out of your cocoon and help your dying countrymen?

I know you guys love to be in a beauty parlor who like to look good in front of the people but again, fuck you, you should audition to a star search just to get popularity. Don’t dare to use your shitty flowery excuses because it ain’t gonna work anymore. We are now aware of your dark transactions so just give the help the people need then get the fuck out of your places. Let the right people lead our poor nation.

My people deserve a lot better things than this and even better politicians.

Again, fuck you all.